Monday, January 31, 2011

HAPPY =)




OKAY...ak rase happy semenjak 2-3hari nih,,
berdebar secare tetibe punn ade gak.. ntah pasal ape ak pon xtahu,,
haahahah
semangat baru nk stdy,, jadik lebih rajin :)
kurangkan tdo,, tp bgn lmbt x leyh dielakkan lah,,
hhehehe
ermmm.,,bakal genap 19thn x lama lg,,
semakin matang meniti usia =)
semoga kebahagiaan yg ada sekarang kekal berpanjangan,,
ku tahu...
wujudnya pelangi itu selepas hadirnya hujan ..


p/s : semoga hari2 kritikal yg bakal mendatang nih ak x stress teruk2. ameen.. =)

Wednesday, January 26, 2011

the new one

mudah2 mudahan 1 hari nanti aku kembali pada saat itu,,saat aku dekat dengan-Nya..ditarbiah...usrah..masjid..kembali memagari benteng kukuh..

 rindu....ya! aku sangat rindu akan saat itu.. mendengar tazkirah2 yg disampaikan rakan2 seperjuangan ku,,saling ingatkan mngingati..teguran secara berhikmah...sama2 mndengar khutbah subuh di masjid itu..terasa begitu tenang sekali,, bagaimana jua bentuk ujian yg mendatang,di masjid itu lah aku mmbawa diri mencari ketenangan,,

 masjid al-qadisiah

aku rindu,,,  :(


ukhuwah fillah abadan abadaa,,

p/s : bimbing lah aku menuju Syurga yg Hakiki.

jealous???

kepada beliau..fine,peperangan PSIKOLOGI TAMAT!!

ermmm,,,, xkisah la,, kawan tetap kawan..fren 4 eva! ;D
ni antara kawan2 ak kat uitm puncak alam~

 me & fikri syafiq (committe grand dinner)


me & amirr salleh (my lecturemate)

me & mirux ( my lecturemate )

me & shah ( ex-lecturemate )

 the 5 subuh ( my love )

 me ( saje posing cam gini,hahaha )


 gambar2 lain byk sangat dah kat fb..ak malas dah nk upload,,hahaha,,take a look at my fb la ea,,mekaseh..he3

tamat sudah dinner. no more meeting.. no more letter.. gonna miss the committe members.. now masing2 fokus study..lg satu bulan setengah je nak abess.. hope the best for all of us.. ameen .. insyaAllah,,we'll meet again next time. =)

p/s : KAWAN BIAR BERIBU BERJUTA BERMILLION..TP KASIH PADA YG SATU!!!

Saturday, January 22, 2011

I NEED YOU NOW



Picture perfect memories
Scattered all around the floor
Reaching for the phone 'cause
I can't fight it anymore

And I wonder if I
Ever cross your mind
For me it happens all the time

It's a quarter after one
I'm all alone
And I need you now
Said I wouldn't call
But I've lost all control
And I need you now

And I don't know how
I can do without
I just need you now!!

love my sweater <3   ade kaitan ngn tjuk ke nih?hahaa



p/s : willing to lend ur shoulder whenever i cry? ur ears to hear my problems? give me strength whenever i'm upset? juz wanna share happy n sad momment with u. thats all that i need from u my dear~

Wednesday, January 19, 2011

KENAPE???


why'd it happen in my life?!

i knew sometimes it'll juz came up in anybody's life. but why i'm the one who will got it for the 2nd time.
i've made the mistake once.. and i hve accepted that fact.
i try my best that i can be,,yet it was not worth it!!?urghh,,,
i worked harder than before,,,nver skip the class over again,,
did'n sleep in the lecture hall everyday like i did in the 1st sem,,
is that means that my effort is still not enough???
i'll be a little bit okay or deserved to get it if i'm not study that subject.YET,
i slept at 3am..woke up at 7am..
bringing along that heavy book to the tutorial classes,lecture hall,lab..
i'm not hangout with my friends every weekend,,
urrrrghhhhhhhh...
whts going on here?!!

p/s : broken english? hahahaha,,,suke ati ak je main langgar grammar sume tuh..malas da nk pikir.janji main point ak sampai, :'(

Saturday, January 15, 2011

APABILA SEORANG GADIS NAKAL MEMIKIRKAN MASA DEPAN

=.=

pening la wehhhhh... oh my future!  nk isi upu pun xtahu nk mintak kos ape...huhuhu
 aku xlarat dah la nk bawak sains sebenarnye...penat kot..aku lari ke bidang psikology lah,...heheheh
aku mintak sume lkat sabah,,ni betul2 nk membawa diri nih....huhuh
aku ckp kat beliau psl mnde nih..die ckp xpela kalo aku g SABAH pun..for the sake of my future.

sbb nk lari dari sains nye pasal..aku mintak la kos management. but beliau kata,nnt susah nk keje..beliau kalau boleh nk aku carry on bidanh sains..waaa...beliau suggest, nurse. O.o

 errrr.. nurse??? xpernah terlintas kat fkiran aku pon tuk jadik nurse or pilih kos tuh...hhuhu
maap bebanyak ea..x minat ahh..bg la idea lain..sal management tuh nnt aku tukar laa balik atas pandangan beliau..hehe.. kalau salah pilih kos now...effect kat future aku nk keje nty... nk amek kos ape ni weh.....
penat la nk pikir...........tolonglaaaa....!!

err,,,,haha



p/s : SIAPAKAH DAYAH PADA 4 TAHUN AKAN DATANG? jeng3x... will be waiting for you  =)

  apsal ak upload gambar nih??!!

Thursday, January 6, 2011

what kind of feeling is this?


test 1 is around da corner...huhuhuhu... pulun stdy ahh skang,,,daa laa 10% dr test di kire dlm pointer...hope sangat2 ak buleh jawab the best laa..
lebih2 lg now ak ade penyokong dr belakang..slalu ingtkan pasal study..ingatkan ak mngenai future..waahh..terlebey thinking sudaaa..hehe.. ;D  (merancang je..he3)
 
yeah, ak dapat smangat baru utk stdy..beliau la antara pmberi smangat terbaik..teringat je kat die,konfem ak akan ingat study..hahahaha..now da 1 hari setengah nk masuk 2hari ak xcontact ngn die..sbb? nk fokus stdy.. respect die sgt. juz harap2 beliau xlupe kt ak la.he3..

 (kenangan kt umah piqa)

also thnx a lot to my bff, NIK NOORSYAFIQAH NIK NOORAZI as u always there beside me whenever i need u. siyess ak ckp ak rndu gile kt ko..dkat 3 mnggu kot x jumpe ek..huhu

DELIMA SUBOH jua :)  korang mmg pendorong utk ak blaja..belajar dr kesilapan yg pernah ak lakukan semase sem 1 dulu.. Ya Allah,kuatkanlah hati hambamu ini. semoga ak lebih rajin :)

and lastly..MYSELF! sdg berusaha keras utk berubah mnjadi lebih rajin. ye ak tau...ak agak nakal jugak kadang2 n banyak sangat2 main mase stdy ni..tp x dinafikan ak frust n tension sbb lmbt pick up sket bab2 stdy ni..kalo ak catch up mse lcture pun,,esoknye konfem ak lpe..huhu,,,waaaa :(

alhamdulillah muet pun xla teruk seperti yg ak sangkakan.walopun xpuas ati sket,,tp memadailah bersyukur dgn ape yg dikurniakan.



p/s : 당신이 미스  .... =)

Saturday, January 1, 2011

penantian

waaaa... penat nye satu penantian tu.... xkisah laa penantian dr segi apa2 sekalipun.... penaattt... tau x penat.... tanpa kabar berita... wat org tertanya2... urrggghhh.. penaaaattttt nyeeeeeee....... sabar2! yeah, ak sedang bersabar lg nih..





p/s : tlg jgn wat sy tertunggu2 boleh???